I've never been that cold when lying on the bed alone

3/11    That's the day of saying "I dun love you" from him

Men are damn things

baby dun cry

there's sth I wanna say

I'm thirsty for a meaningful life.

aimless .

I am really really confused and upset

why you dun understand me at all

I wanna quit from this damn love relationship

make me painful , really .

A Silly Question

I asked him why does he love me ytd  again.

I saw his embarrassed face and he tried to load his ans as soon as possible

which was different from fomer time

He was a lil' bit nervous...abt an incomplete ans....

I think it was because he could't  find any reasons to tell  why he loves me anymore.

He used to say " because you treat me so good, you're cute enough to let me love you "

Today, I find that,  you're not that love me as I think.

Moreover, I'm not the one you wanna find .

what is love

love is hurtful, sleepless and wait untill the sunrise alone as what i'm doing.

although you can see the dawn, you feel like surrounded by darkness

who will understand ? At least he won't .. 'coz he thinks this is stupid enough .

sth has changed is what i feel .

what i believed is almost faded and broken ....

Love will fade away . This is the truth .